Pity Parties and Expecting the Unexpected

It has been a REALLY long time... so I thought it was about time I say something. How about a nice little LiFe UpDaTe :) So, spring semester started about 2 1/2 weeks ago and it feels like it's been AT LEAST a month. Time is going slow. Yuck. Butttttt.... things aren't bad, so it's ok. Anyways, I'm expecting something amazing to happen this semester, which means it's not going to happen. Eventually I'll learn that the good stuff happens when you're least expecting it. So I guess I'm expecting the unexpected? Or I'm unexpecting the expected?...I heard recently that expecting the unexpected makes the unexpected the expected? So really...... I don't know. None of it makes sense to me. Bottom line, I just want something exciting to happen. In any case, life is pretty good these days. On a scale of 1-10... It's about a 7 I guess. I've been working on keeping a positive attitude and not making a fuss about little, insignificant things. It's um... going. I still have work to do :) But, I'm staying busy and keeping my mind occupied with school, school and more school. I'm also dancing a little this semester! I made it into the collegiate dance company and I have rehearsal about 3-4 hours a week. It's so great to not be dance-deprived. So, in addition to schoolwork and tests and interior design projects coming out of my ears, I am dancing!! Which makes a grand total of 18 credits I am taking. Sheesh. And then yesterday, I went to an opening social/interview thing for becoming an I-team leader for fall semester, which should be super fun... I'm hoping :) Something to get next semester started out well! Let's see, anything else I can add to my easy, breezy schedule, Oh ya, I'm also going to try to continue to donate plasma this semester, if I can find the time! But $50 a week can always help a poor little college student. So, with all that said, I'm also going to TRY to have somewhat of a social life. I'm turning 20 years old (that's 1/5 of a century :)) next month and the last thing I want to do is spend my last few weeks as a teenager doing NOTHING but busy stuff! Sooo, maybe I will actually make some new friends and maybe just maybe meet some boys for a change. Preferably boys who actually take a second look at me hahaha. Miracles do happen. Sometimes. :) Anyways, enough of the pity party because that's something else I'm trying to work on and because I hate other people's pity parties so what would make me think that other people enjoy my pity parties? I'm pretty sure no one enjoys other people's pity parties. Phew. I'm out of breath and out of energy. It's about time for me to hit the hay. Happy Cinco De Mayo!! :) Goodnight!