The Thoughts of a Pathetic, Single College Girl

I have been having this recurring thought for a long time now and I just need to write about it. Life is such a crazy thing, and when you think about it, it is all about the people around you. I haven't been able to get this thought out of my mind for the past few weeks. There are people in my life at this time for an absolute reason. I wrote a blog about this same thing back in January, but recently it's been on my mind CONSTANTLY. God has placed specific people in my life at this moment and I am convinced that they are there for me to learn from. Although....I just had a thought. One I actually haven't really thought of until now. Maybe they are in my life because THEY need to learn something from ME. Hmm.... maybe God places some people in my path so that I can be an answer to their prayers... a blessing in their life. Maybe instead of focusing on everything that I can learn from others, I need to focus a little bit more on how I can help THEM. Something to think about.

Ok, but the real reason I even started this blog post is because of another thought that I've been having recently. Alright so yes, I am a little bit pathetic when it comes to dating. I think about it WAY too much and am maybe a little too focused on it. Easy to do when you go to a school like BYU-Idaho though. Anyways, I catch myself thinking a lot about my future husband. I mean, who wouldn't think about the person they are going to spend the rest of their life with, plus eternity? He's a pretty important person. So, I find it a pretty interesting thing to think about where he could be right now and what he is doing. I love this quote that says, "Right now, someone you haven't met is out there wondering what it would be like to meet someone like you." I love this quote! It gives me so much hope! hahaha I think it's funny to think about how God probably has this timeline and He is just up there laughing at me. On His calender it says on, say, October 27, 2012, "Wendy will meet her future husband." But I sit down here and drive myself crazy thinking about it and trying to figure out why I haven't found him yet! And then God is just saying, "Honey, you need to have patience. It'll happen soon enough!" I wonder why He has to make it so frustrating and confusing! Seriously. Sometimes I feel like it's just not fair that He gets to sit up there and know everything and laugh at us trying to get through this crazy life! Don't get me wrong, I know He does it all for a reason and I know He doesn't really sit there and laugh at us, but I have to believe that He has a sense of humor and get's some entertainment out of it. He is a loving God and is always by our side and always always always wants what it best for us, but He also likes to drive us crazy with questions! I guess that's all part of the learning process of life but... AHHH! Sometimes I can't stand it! Anyways, that's probably enough rambling for one night. Enough is enough. Goodnight!